I am feeling very fragile at the moment. In the past few weeks, I have let my guard down and let myself see the silver lining. Now, I'm not so sure that was a good idea. I will fight the urge to retreat back within myself. I was beginning to see the spark of true change in my life. I can't let that die! I don't know..... just very very fragile.
Maybe every optimist is just a closet pessimist...